I have 3 weeks left with Ashley. She has been so good for me and good to me. I don't know how I could have accomplished so much with out her. 3 weeks, that will put me ending with her at the end of week 35 in the pregnancy. It's been so great to workout during this pregnancy and I have felt a ton better and I hope my recovery is faster so I can get back to training and doing what I love. Not that I don't love my kids, or being a mom, it's just that I need to have a bit of my body back to do what I want. I realize that I will be nursing for the next year, but that won't scare me away from running and lifting. I'm a bit nervous to do it on my own, but I understand that I have to fly on my own at some point and if I need her again I can always go back.
That takes me to my subject, 32 weeks. While I AM excited to have this baby and to see it and hold it, I am a bit nervous for that too. (= I have all the sudden gained a ton of weight, it worries me a bit. I can feel the difference and I have started taking precautions for it. I don't like being pregnant during this time of year and I hate the fact that I'm starting to retain water and feeling bloated. At the same time I only have 8 1/2 weeks left, if that.
